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C.D.A.G.

Guitar chords?

Stirred ABCs?

Nope.

These are the letters that made my life around. The letters that I will love for the rest of my wicked life.

Its been a year since he decided to leave and the responsibility that comes with it. But it still feels the same way I felt since I met him.

Maybe he is not just ready for the responsibility that will rest or resting upon his shoulders.

Believe it or not, I still love him. As the old saying goes, Absence makes the heart grow fonder. This is what I felt during his absence. I appreciate him more - the things and memories of him. I can't see myself having another guy in my life

I hope and I pray that someday, he will come back and talk to me to rekindle the memories we had.

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