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March 8 2017 Tinanong ko sya, Anong plano mo? (para sa aming dalawa) Ang sagot nya, Hindi ko alam. Iniisip ko baka ganun ang sagot nya ay dahil abala sya sa ibang bagay o hindi lang sya interesado pag-usapan ito. Suddenly I felt alone. The first time I ask a guy what's his plans I got the same response. I felt like the world left me behind in a cold, dark land. Again. Parang di ko na naman alam ang gagawin ko. Pakiramdam ko mag-isa na naman ako sa lahat ng bagay, sa buhay. Masama ang loob ko. Pakiramdam ko para na rin ako iniwan sa ere. Right now, I will just enjoy the time, the moments with her. Plan on my own but still I want her to be there because I love her.

When I got into a relationship, I want it for long term otherwise, none at all. I want it to last. I don't want relationship just for the sake of having one. A partner who stays even if the world gives a lot of reason to leave. And I think I found her. We first met online through an application Moovz. It is like a Facebook for the LGBT community and for straights as well, where you can meet and greet, post anything (nudity is not allowed), make friends. Just like Facebook basically. If I'm not mistaken she is the one who chat me first then I replied. I added her to our Viber group chat 'mooverz' so she can meet fellow Filipino moovz user. Yes we exchange conversations but that's just it because I am eyeing on someone already. But that someone, let's call her A, is not ready. I did my best to court her, send messages, make calls but I guess she is not that ready. So I wandered again, and this girl, let's name her K, popped again asking how my day...