For My Friend, Trix

Have you ever love a person that for a short period of time, you felt like she is THE ONE?

That anything and everything feels so perfect…

That every moment you spent with each other was pure bliss…

But all of those precious moments went to oblivion…

Everything we had was borrowed. We both know that right from the start, there is someone you truly love.

One day, you left. Still everything between us was good. And all of a sudden, the communication we had was lost and you were nowhere to be found.

It hurts. It hurts a lot.

I know this is for the better and I have no any right to complain.

Months passed and I still feel broken.

And then here you are again, knocking on my broken heart telling me you’re sorry and to forget about us that you should have said before you cut the lines.

All have been said done and here I am picking up the pieces of what’s left of my being.

Taking each day, one at a time to heal and feel free again.

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