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Come What May

March 8 2017


Tinanong ko sya, Anong plano mo? (para sa aming dalawa)
Ang sagot nya, Hindi ko alam.

Iniisip ko baka ganun ang sagot nya ay dahil abala sya sa ibang bagay o hindi lang sya interesado pag-usapan ito.

Suddenly I felt alone. The first time I ask a guy what's his plans I got the same response. I felt like the world left me behind in a cold, dark land. Again.

Parang di ko na naman alam ang gagawin ko. Pakiramdam ko mag-isa na naman ako sa lahat ng bagay, sa buhay.

Masama ang loob ko. Pakiramdam ko para na rin ako iniwan sa ere.

Right now, I will just enjoy the time, the moments with her. Plan on my own but still I want her to be there because I love her.


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