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WARNING:

EMOTIONAL BLOG POST AHEAD. PROCEED WITH CAUTION.


Okay..

Now that your reading this might as well finish it. Hahaha *hug*


From November 19 up to this day, was all gloomy. Everyday I am gathering all the emotional strength I got to get through the day. We have video calls and messages thru social media apps, but not seeing her, being with her in flesh was depressing. 

K went abroad to work to fulfill her goals for her family and as she said, for us. I know it's for the better and I understand it but of course I can't help it to miss her. 

I am not into LDR (long distance relationship). I want a close proximity with my partner because I'm a touchy-feely person. But the moment I met and love her, I know I have to endure this kind of relationship even before she worked abroad.

I can attest now to those posts and articles I read that LDR will test your trust and love for your partner. It will test all your wits end. And I thank the universe that I have this tough attitude to hold a person for a long time ( good thing! :P) but if that person doesn't want me around anymore I will leave without a trace (unfortunately! :P).

Super waiting game. After two years, we'll see each other and be together again.


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