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March 8 2017 Tinanong ko sya, Anong plano mo? (para sa aming dalawa) Ang sagot nya, Hindi ko alam. Iniisip ko baka ganun ang sagot nya ay dahil abala sya sa ibang bagay o hindi lang sya interesado pag-usapan ito. Suddenly I felt alone. The first time I ask a guy what's his plans I got the same response. I felt like the world left me behind in a cold, dark land. Again. Parang di ko na naman alam ang gagawin ko. Pakiramdam ko mag-isa na naman ako sa lahat ng bagay, sa buhay. Masama ang loob ko. Pakiramdam ko para na rin ako iniwan sa ere. Right now, I will just enjoy the time, the moments with her. Plan on my own but still I want her to be there because I love her.

Have you ever love a person that for a short period of time, you felt like she is THE ONE? That anything and everything feels so perfect…  That every moment you spent with each other was pure bliss… But all of those precious moments went to oblivion… Everything we had was borrowed. We both know that right from the start, there is someone you truly love. One day, you left. Still everything between us was good. And all of a sudden, the communication we had was lost and you were nowhere to be found. It hurts. It hurts a lot. I know this is for the better and I have no any right to complain. Months passed and I still feel broken. And then here you are again, knocking on my broken heart telling me you’re sorry and to forget about us that you should have said before you cut the lines. All have been said done and here I am picking up the pieces of what’s left of my being.  Taking each day, one at a time to heal and feel free again.